Hearts Divided

What will never be
It makes it hard for me

What could have been
Forever is a no-win

It’s hard to climb the wall
Because it only brings my fall

But I climb it anyway
It’s not for you to say

My heart doesn’t match my mind
So, Trouble lurks so close behind

I live within minutes because the days roll fast
No longer weeks and months; that’s all in the past

Silence is the worst part
Not to ever speak my heart

A glance from time to time
With no reason or rhyme

Contentment is hard to find
But I’ll keep up my daily grind

Because what will never be
Parts us like a vast sea

I fondly think of you,
When I’m feeling blue

Because it’s the only thing
I can do