I feel anguish in my sight
Should I stay or take flight
The churning in my heart
I don’t know where to start
To the left, I can see
A little hope, can it be
Have I made the right decision
My brain sees only derision
I don’t know what to do
How can I guide you
The tears run down my face
I don’t want to run this race
But, am I strong enough
Now that it’s my turn to be tough
I can’t just count on two
Only a threefold cord will do
Brain, hold on through the night
Please, help me win this fight
No one knows I’m here
Struggling through these fears
Anguish, leave me please
I need God’s comforting breeze
My anguished days will cease
Only when I am lulled to sleep
Now darkness has its say
But, my integrity will stay
Anguish leaves me now
I’ve beaten you, somehow
